Drugs and alcohol make pain bearable for now but the addition can hurt so much more. We need to face your pain head on and sober so that you won't need to numb your pain in the future. Social use of drugs and alcohol can quickly turn into an addiction.
April will be extremely hard this year. Last night I thought of you, like that's something new? To dream of you and picture loving on your sweet face. I hope you feel my love for you where ever you are. My sweet troy